It turns out my biggest weakness all along was being able to fully use what was available to me. I now have the resources to produce music I never thought possible. I might not be able to save project files or use the highest quality synths but I think that's what was holding me back before. I needed to take a step back and start using a totally different technique to produce my own sound and keep it consistent.
Look on The Audio Portal under my user HashBrownSuga for new updates on songs a week before they hit newgrounds. I think the site is going to be the real future for musicians just because of how dedicated the admins there are.
For all you aspiring musicians out there, don't be afraid go ahead and sign up there and get to putting some awesome tracks up. :D